Yesterday was 3 years since we lost Kara. Today was 3 years since her birth. The pain is still fresh ~ I have days where I can sob as if it were yesterday. I grieve her as much today as I did 3 years ago when I learned of her death inside of me.
I grieve her loss to us, of course. I grieve losing every moment with her - every smile, giggle, cry, snuggle, and kiss. I grieve never having seen her open her eyes, never having her lay eyes upon us. But most of all, I grieve HER loss. The loss of HER life. SHE never got any of those things. She never had a smile, a giggle, a cry, a hug, a cuddle. She will never have kindergarten, high school, the prom or a wedding. She will never have a family of her own or any of those things that people take for granted every single day. This is what I grieve most of all. She was robbed of her life and the thought can make me rage inside.
I love you, baby girl. I miss you with every fiber of my being and I always will. I hope you know how much your mommy & daddy love and miss you, and how much we look forward to the day when we will be reunited again with you. You are my precious baby girl.
6 comments:
Oh B, your words are sad and beautiful. I'm sorry for your loss and for Kara's loss.
Lots of love
Em
We miss you, baby Kara. And as much as I'm sad for myself, my husband and our families, I am more sad for Hope. And all of our babies gone too soon.
Happy birthday, beautiful girl.
So loved.
xo
"She was robbed of her life and the thought can make me rage inside." These words grabbed my heart. They explain so much and gave me a glimmer of insight to the core of your loss. I'm so sorry - for the loss of all that should have been. Thinking of you.
Kara, like all our lost children, will be forever missing from her life and that's what gets me every time.
Missing your sweet daughter with you.
xxx
XXOO thinking of you.
Thinking of you. ((HUGS))
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