Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Saturday

My RE's appointment went very well.

Lining = 9.8

D-follicles = 9 good-sized follicles (possibly a 10th)

Retrieval is scheduled for Saturday.

Which means a 5DT next Thursday.

:::Phew:::

Trying not to get too excited. Trying not to feel so guilty about feeling so good. Trying not to get my hopes up, after all, once your baby dies it's hard to imagine EVER holding a real live baby.

I love my RE's office. The Doctor, Nurses and Admin Staff are all awesome. Excellent communication, great scheduling, never a wait, etc. I never have to call twice for an answer to any of my questions. I love them. But this has to stop. It's not cool when the head Nurse tells me I'm like family now. I'm not laughing.

I'm so ready to start a real, live family. I can't live like this forever - missing my only child and feeling like I'll never have another child. I just can't.

Please, please, please, let me, let me, let me, let me get what I want this time.
~Morrissey

Thanks for all of your support ladies. I don't know what I'd do without you guys as a sounding board.

3 comments:

forward tumble said...

yes, pleeeeeeease, from me, too.

lots of love
xxoo Ines

Riley said...

Everything looks great! Wow - I'm jealous of your RE's office. They sound like the complete opposite of mine! But I know what you mean - even though I don't love mine, I have gotten to know them way too well over the past years. I hope you get to sever ties with them soon. I'll throw some pleases in there as well.

Alison said...

Wow! Possibly 10 follicles!! Awesome! I lurk and read your blog occasionally. I have been horrible with commenting on blogs lately. I really, really hope that everything goes well and you get your rainbow baby!